Music is always something you can count on. It soothes me, excites me and get's me pumped to start the day. I've been thinking a lot about the music that I listen to and how it not only affects my mood, but how it actually affects my soul and character. I completely believe that I am an old soul. When people meet me, they either think I'm very young by how I look, or when they start to talk to me they think I am in my 30's. I get told very regularly how advanced I am for my age group. I am pretty insightful and have a soul that is worth exploring. Talking with those who are around my age that don't listen to me really bother me. I think our generation is full of selfish and have to have it NOW type of people. Life has always been a journey for me. I'm not in any hurry to get to 25 or even 30. I am enjoying today and remembering yesterday, and that's why I think I really enjoy old music. When I say old I mean 1960's and 1970's. To me, it's not that old, but that's what we call it now a days. I even wear clothes that probably older people wear. In some aspects I'm stuck in the 60's.
I don't mean to sound like I have a large ego in anyway at all, I just get very frustrated with today's younger crowd because we are not looking around and appreciating the life we have today. RIGHT NOW! Your lungs are breathing, your heart is beating. We should be grateful and thank God more for what he has given us rather than trying to get the newest and latest phone, or bigger place to live, or name brand clothes. We need to remember that the people we surround ourselves with define our character and will inevitably set an example for you that you will take for the rest of your life. We also worry too much what others think of us. I don't care if you think I'm fat, or you think I'm crazy because I'm obsessed with Disney. When people tell me I'm weird, crazy or nuts for either the career I'm in or because of Disney, I always make people think that I care what they say, but I really don't. The people who I am closest to are usually the ones that have the biggest opinion on how I live my life especially when it comes to my relationship to Greg, Disney and the funeral business. And guess what? Those are the ones that don't need to be in my life. I love me. I know that is so crazy to say out loud but I do. I know I can always turn to myself to cope or to take care of business. Who says that? I have never felt comfortable saying anything like that about myself. "Be the one you run to". That is a quote that I live by. I have many that I live by, but I that one has been more relevant recently than most. I know what is best for me. you don't. Yes YOU! Everyone has their own opinion on what you should do with your life and how you should go about living it. Guess what? I don't care what you say or think and neither should you! My intuition is my best friend in the sense that I know what to do and when to do it. I just have to listen. Thank you for reading. Sorry this was all over the place. It is so good to just type and not think about a topic.
