Garfunkel and Oates

I woke up today scared.

Scared because officially yesterday Greg and I moved in fully together. If things were to not work out, it is going to hurt 300 times more. I woke up and i'm so scared because i want this to work so much and I can't see myself with anyone else but him. He is one that I could spend the rest of my life with. But, if it doesn't work, I know i will be strong and move on. I just have to keep reminding myself of that.

Anyway sorry that was kind of a side note. On the other hand today I woke up in a good mood as well. I have had this band Garfunkle and Oates stuck in my head all morning. They are such a funny band talking about a lot of things that girls either can't talk about, or that we want to talk about but we are embarressed to say anything! They really are super funny to listen to. *sigh* I love them. :)

My power 90 goal is going ok so far. I mean besides the fact that I am actually negative balance in my account. I still have faith I will learn the tools of the trade and be able to get that $10,000. I just need to have faith that i really don't know what i'm doing yet and that I will eventually. I have posted sticky notes everywhere from on the toilet to the fridge even to the front door of what my goal is. just so that i can remember it everywhere I go and remember that it is possible. I just need to keep thinking positvely!