I have really had a hard time with letting people go in my life. It's a struggle that has always followed me. I have a hard time when people don't like me. I have a hard time when people just create problems that don't need to be created and involve me. It's a very hard emotionally draining situation on my part. I have a tough time dealing with it. It's happening with friends, and I just want to give up.
I stand by what my feelings are. I stand by who I am and who I am becoming, and because I stand, I may fall.
Today I have been awake for way too long exploring my mind, fixing my hair, and growing closer with Angela. I am truly blessed for what I have. I may have hard times like i said up above, but you know what? I have SO many cool things going for me. Especially this weekend. So many people have asked me if they can see me. wow. Does that happen often? No! It is just such a blessing to have beautiful people in my life that admire me and realize that i have such great qualities to offer the world.
So as I rest my head, I think of all the beautiful people in my life and how they have lifted me up and have assisted me in this life, and the last person I think of is the beautiful Natalie Wood. I'm not sure why, but she is planted in my brain. I look like her, she is strong, beautiful and forever lives in this world as a beautiful woman. I found this beautiful picture of her in NYC one of my passions. Amazing how much alike we are.
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