Dropped

That last two days have been quite interesting. It has been slammed at work. I mean completely busy with very few people here. 3 people called in last night and then we are down one person tonight. It's totally fine I work with some good people so we were able to handle it, but that is besides the point. The last two days, even though they have been rough at work, I have been feeling pretty dang good. I haven't really slept the best, but when I do wake up, I get in the shower, dressed, getting ready for work, and I feel awesome. I have this picture of Marilyn Monroe in my bathroom and everytime I look at her and then look at my own body I am so proud to be who I am. Marilyn was a size 16. Did you know that? 16! In today's society, that isn't a good thing. WHATEVER I say! We are all beautiful no matter number or sizes and I love it. I really have accepted my body and the weight i'm at. I have struggled forever with it, but you know what? I'm sexy! I love it! Marilyn Monroe did it. Why can't I?

I have left my house every day just thrilled with my body. It shows too. People have given me compliments on how nice I look or I look happy. It's so nice. I don't care anymore. I want to be healthy and do the things I love to do, but I'm done pressuring myself to be a size zero with no curves. It a stupid expectation. No one else expects me to be that small, so why should I even care? This doesn't mean i'm not working out and keeping healthy. Just means i'm dropping the expectations. :)

In other news... Guess where I am going on Tuesday ?? :????DLFJDL?FJDLKFJDLKFJDLKJFDKJF?? DISNEYLAND!!!! FREAKING OUT!!!!! Angela and I are going to Disneyland Tuesday and coming home Wednesday night. I'm so thrilled and excited. I can't believe it! Disneyland for me is a home away from home. It is so fun and magical. It truly is. I have it on my background at work, and I just am counting the days till it's Tuesday morning. :) LOVE DISNEYLAND.