Realizing that you are alone in this trek called life, is kind of a slap in the face, yet really exciting. You think your friends will be with you, thick, or thin, reality is, they are there when it is convenient for them. The only person is there for me through anything, my mama. I love her so much. I am so excited that I am 22 and I am learning to be the woman I am wanting to be in this life. It is really awesome and amazing.
I went to class tonight. Mortuary class. LOVED it. He brought a casket into class to show us the proper way to close and open one with family and the body inside. He also put make-up on my hand to show me what it looks like to reconstruct someone. It was amazing. It showed me again, how passionate I am about this occupation. I love it. I love being around the dead, being around people who work with the dead, and I just love assisting those who have passed on. It is such an amazing gift that I am proud to own that I am passionate about this job choice. If only I could be working in it right now.
This song Take Care by Drake Ft. Rihanna has really caught my attention. "I know you've been hurt, by someone else." It reminds me of myself. It reminds me to take care of myself. Love myself and take care of myself first. Anyway, enough rambling for now.
I find it really amazing that you are getting into something that you love! I think that is so important. I've seen too many people who hate their jobs and how miserable it makes them. Good for you! :)
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